Does Anyone Really Care About/Read This Anymore?

It's been quite some time. Time heals all wounds, but in healing scars are left. My scars run deep, but are no longer wounds.

I still live with the fear that I will be eternally alone, even though I am with a great girl now. I still fear this as said girl comes with a smaller and much younger girl attached. I don't know if I am paternal material so I feel she will eventually leave me.

I also worry about my wanderlust nature. Will I get tired of her? I hope not, cuz that's not fair to her and it proves that I will never find someone to be happy with.

The darkness sits at bay, for now. I know it is waiting to consume me.